![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
![[sticky entry]](http://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/entry/sticky_entry.png){kind=small}
( Español )
( English )
Thats it, thats the theme. I am tired of paying for spotify since 2019. I still have my old pink Sony Ericsson T715 that I will try to resucitate hoping I can use it as a dedicated mp3 player with music and audiobooks bought from libro.fm
Hopefully by february 2026 I reach this goal.
I already have my kindle with sideloaded books (bc the pocketbook e-reader brand didnt shipped to my adress which forced me to buy a kindle 😔, I really wanted the pocketbook one bc I can buy a microSD card to extend the storage...), I already deleted most apps (Is so dumb that I have to pay a suscription for a pomodoro app tf?), replaced a pomodoro app with a very old huawei smartwatch that I was gifted (and wasnt compatible with my phone, lol). And I repurpoused my old smartphobe as a manga e-reader and ebook downloader (if the T715 plan does not work, this guy will be my MP3 player).
I am tired of soc med, algorithms and so. I am the problem, I know, but making an effort to change helps the overall mentality I want to achieve.
I am also using feeder an open source app from github to track my fav blogs RSS and subreddit RSS so I dont need to scroll on the reddit app. It also prevents me from commenting and watching short form videos.
Including newpipe as replacement of youtube.
So far so good. Hoping I can reanudate my writing projects when not studying for Uni. (Which btw, I was accused of using AI, (=_=) so I am drained in stress. Had to re-organize my word processor to track every edit history and change from.opera to chrome bc opera cannot export the browse history, which I needed to prove my whole writing process for when I searched terms and other boojs and articles and so....) yeah.
Huh.
Going through this makes me want to become a teacher that isnt an a**
I was also diagnosed with the tism level 1....
Hopefully by february 2026 I reach this goal.
I already have my kindle with sideloaded books (bc the pocketbook e-reader brand didnt shipped to my adress which forced me to buy a kindle 😔, I really wanted the pocketbook one bc I can buy a microSD card to extend the storage...), I already deleted most apps (Is so dumb that I have to pay a suscription for a pomodoro app tf?), replaced a pomodoro app with a very old huawei smartwatch that I was gifted (and wasnt compatible with my phone, lol). And I repurpoused my old smartphobe as a manga e-reader and ebook downloader (if the T715 plan does not work, this guy will be my MP3 player).
I am tired of soc med, algorithms and so. I am the problem, I know, but making an effort to change helps the overall mentality I want to achieve.
I am also using feeder an open source app from github to track my fav blogs RSS and subreddit RSS so I dont need to scroll on the reddit app. It also prevents me from commenting and watching short form videos.
Including newpipe as replacement of youtube.
So far so good. Hoping I can reanudate my writing projects when not studying for Uni. (Which btw, I was accused of using AI, (=_=) so I am drained in stress. Had to re-organize my word processor to track every edit history and change from.opera to chrome bc opera cannot export the browse history, which I needed to prove my whole writing process for when I searched terms and other boojs and articles and so....) yeah.
Huh.
Going through this makes me want to become a teacher that isnt an a**
I was also diagnosed with the tism level 1....
I am 26, a woman. I am looking for a friend. I understand english and spanish.
I have avoided to create(or try to create) friendships since I graduated HS in 2017.
The only good friendship I've ever experienced was when I was 7 to 10 years old. Then I moved out and lost contact with my friend.
Most of what I tought were friends, were in fact just classmates so when I graduated and found myself lonely for years to come it took time to realize it and developt enough confidence to seek a friendship.
At this point I am more afraid that I might not be compatible for friendships, specially when looking at how volatile people are on social media and how much policing seems to be for everything.
However, I might be wrong in my assumptions, maybe not all adults engage in such infantile behaviour.
I love drawing, writing and journaling.
I also like reading, fiction and non-fiction, the latter has been pretty recent due to my interest in certain philosophy positions and some fixation in ancient civilizations (Ancient Egypt, History, antinatalism, Liberation Theology and anarchism).
I am very open at religion talk. I consider myself a christian, but I explored spirituality in pagan reconstructionism, wicca and eclectic spaces (like the fellowship of Isis).
I also have a morbid curiosity on documentaries about cults and a critical lens on fringe beliefes out of pure entertainment.
I like watching movies; sci-fi, romance and thriller are my main choices. But I am open to more genres, like.m, once I watched Good Fellas and I enjoyed the movie.
I enjoy documentaries of many topics.
I like alot of music genres but I never got very good at keeping with trends on music. I am into rock, metalcore and fringe music genres more, but i also enjoy cumbia, old reggaeton, mexican folk music and y2k pop music because I grew up surrounded by the sounds. I add also 70's and 80's music.
I like anime since 2008. I am an old school otaku regarding fandom ethics, so please, no dumb moral drama over ships or plots.
There is a reason I deleted my twitter, instagram & facebook accounts in 2019. No drama over fiction.
I have mental health issues. Most notably health anxiety and tanatophobia which in turn it gives me depressive episodes. So forgive the gloomy or grim tones I might have sometimes in my words.
I am open for a friendship with people my age or older. I've found myself more in tune with old people. The few acquantainces in my life are the old people I meet when I buy groceries in my local market and the soft, everyday and content lifes they might have and I aspire to have.
I also tell random facts I learn.
I chose E-mail format because here in méxico i cannot rent a p.o box for anonimity of my adress. I would have prefered the physical experience of ink on paper but is not possible.
If God gives me enough lifetime with the person I found and we developt a genuine friendship, I might trust you enough to start the changes if you consent to them.
If God gives me enough lifetime with the person I found and we developt a genuine friendship, I might trust you enough to start the changes if you consent to them.
I always watch my movies with subs, regardless of language. I really like to hear the acting of the actors that alot of times the dub does not make justice.
This dub was not the exception. I had to heard Elizabeth Bennet share the same voice actress as Sakura Kinomoto (from Card Captor Sakura), and it lacked feelings in many scenes, specially the scene when Elizabeth is holding her crying on church after hearing that Mr. Darcy is the reason Mr. Bingley ghosted Jane out of the blue.
I did not liked it at all.
Not all the times the latin american dubs are bad, sometimes they're alot better than the original, but in this instance the production fell short.
This dub was not the exception. I had to heard Elizabeth Bennet share the same voice actress as Sakura Kinomoto (from Card Captor Sakura), and it lacked feelings in many scenes, specially the scene when Elizabeth is holding her crying on church after hearing that Mr. Darcy is the reason Mr. Bingley ghosted Jane out of the blue.
I did not liked it at all.
Not all the times the latin american dubs are bad, sometimes they're alot better than the original, but in this instance the production fell short.
trigger warnings: this is a vent around religious/spiritual concepts that give me existential crisis and a bad time. I touch on various facets of human suffering that could be not suitable for many.
It could also be a religious rambling where I brain dump on doctrines i disagree with.
( Read more... )To see the finished art piece look after this cut tag, careful! Non sexual nudity ahead
( Read more... )
I am glad I started journaling on 2024
Jul. 7th, 2025 10:28 amDue to my constant episodes of thanatophobia, very well triggered by new conditions on my body, I decided to take up on journaling again.
The first time i started journaling was like, 2008, seems that my mother bought me an interactive book that came with a mini-notebook to use as a summer diary. And I did, sort of.
Then, in 2009 or 2010, I started again, in an agenda I borrowed without permission from my step-father, who didn't respected my privacy, mocked me and took action to not let me go out and socialize with my crush at the time. I destroyed this journal. I regret it. This damaged my trust.
( Read more... )
May Playlist
May. 30th, 2025 09:41 pm- Maneater by Daryl Hail& John Oates
- I want to break free by Queen
- I am so excited (1984 mix) by The pointer sisters
- Square rooms by Al corey
- You are my heart you are my soul by modern talking
- Don’t you want me by The Human League
- What a feeling by Irene cara
My Community posts April-May 2025
May. 30th, 2025 05:34 pm- April 26, shared a KakaSaku fanart on
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png)
kakasaku called A meeting of puppy and Hare - May 14, another KakaSaku fanart, same community Two Emos on a Date in 2008
In memory of Wheesung
May. 29th, 2025 10:55 pmI listened to this song like once or twice in my teen years, then I lost it and could not retrieve it. Until this year when a short that used the David Craig version properly credited the song. And this is how I found out that Wheesung died, through the comment section.
I love this video so much. He is full of life here, specially his way of connecting with the audience between 1:59 to 2:44. His voice takes a great turn and engages further with the song with the long notes and the proper live stage expectations.
The images are such a contrast, he is full of life, jumping, breathing. Is beautiful. The room is full of good memories.
Rest in peace Choi Hwee Sung.
Watched Coffee Prince this month
May. 29th, 2025 09:56 pmcalificación/rating: 3/5 | ★ ★ ★☆ ☆
It is awful. I think one has to watch these dramas as a teenager to fully enjoy them and hold them dear in their hearts for the future nostalgia it will create on us and give it a rewatch.
It is awful. I think one has to watch these dramas as a teenager to fully enjoy them and hold them dear in their hearts for the future nostalgia it will create on us and give it a rewatch.
Is a whole roller coaster of scenes and emotions lumped together over and over again. There is not a single breath for the Main Couple to bond between each conflict.
The secondary couple is the worst I've seen. I find Yoo Joo very egoistic and Han Sung emotionally immature, noneless, he seems to do most of the emotional work. This couple drained me completely of any joy. They're absolutely ridiculous.
Overall is a funny rom-com that you can watch with friends to pass time, as a general overview. But I simply did not finished it. I watched it because I have a bias on Gong Yoo, but I stoped watching at episode 12. I had enough, thank you very much.
No amount of pretty face can make me go through more episodes of this. Alot of people in discussion forums say that if we are not used to 2000's asian dramas we are not going to like it, but, excuse me, I watched ALOT of oldies from Taiwan, S.Korea and Japan and I enjoyed them, even today regardless if the acting was cringe. So i tought that Coffe Prince had similar vibes because I am used to them. Wrong. I get why is popular, I get why is a classic, but the overall execution is terrible even for the era.
3 stars because is funny, it has great insights on LGBT issues, and the character arc of the Main Love Interest is amazing, considering he had to go through denial to acceptance to what he considered to be a same sex attraction. He was open and unapologetic about it at some point. Secondary characters even brought stuff like "who cares if is a guy or a girl" kind of stuff. That area was well covered and fair enough I am willing to give 3 stars.
The rest is ugly.
Overall is a funny rom-com that you can watch with friends to pass time, as a general overview. But I simply did not finished it. I watched it because I have a bias on Gong Yoo, but I stoped watching at episode 12. I had enough, thank you very much.
No amount of pretty face can make me go through more episodes of this. Alot of people in discussion forums say that if we are not used to 2000's asian dramas we are not going to like it, but, excuse me, I watched ALOT of oldies from Taiwan, S.Korea and Japan and I enjoyed them, even today regardless if the acting was cringe. So i tought that Coffe Prince had similar vibes because I am used to them. Wrong. I get why is popular, I get why is a classic, but the overall execution is terrible even for the era.
3 stars because is funny, it has great insights on LGBT issues, and the character arc of the Main Love Interest is amazing, considering he had to go through denial to acceptance to what he considered to be a same sex attraction. He was open and unapologetic about it at some point. Secondary characters even brought stuff like "who cares if is a guy or a girl" kind of stuff. That area was well covered and fair enough I am willing to give 3 stars.
The rest is ugly.
(no subject)
May. 11th, 2025 10:13 pmMucho del tiempo que pierdo al escribir este fanfic (sobre la marea) se pierde en mudar mi proyecto una y otra vez entre programas, no sé por qué hago esto a cada rato. es un hábito monstruoso, combinado con la depresión, la procrastinación y la adicción al celular hacen de todo un fracaso desde el inicio, destinado a nunca encontrar su resolución.
Pero tengo cuatro semanas para subir el siguiente capítulo. Cuatro semanas para acomodar la premisa que tengo hasta ahora y dar una actualización, sin excusas, sin más tardar.
Pero tengo cuatro semanas para subir el siguiente capítulo. Cuatro semanas para acomodar la premisa que tengo hasta ahora y dar una actualización, sin excusas, sin más tardar.
